The project of illustrating this book haunted my life for the last year, yet when I emerged from its netherworld, the pictures were like a bouquet of blooming horreurs and the stories themselves were nightmarish visions, coiled around the arms of worms and snakes. Apparently, it has been unleashed into this world today.
“This Reflection Casts a Shadow”
25 May“This Reflection Casts a Shadow”
You never told me
about the raccoons living here
or your marital highways
as the raccoon in the suit
is upstairs waiting for me
to light this gas and fade away
brilliant sunshine from all radiators
never a flame forever
we play our part, our favorite roles
I’m moving away
I’m not that sort of person anymore
who can move with a place
this diet of lasting years
leaves me tethered to a tiger’s tongue
wandering through the fields
the zeal of tundras
and ravens at my back
I’d clear my name
in the flexing eyes of crossbows
hawks wear leather bags
because this crossroad
and dye our darlings
and all the memories cold reptile toes
and blue show me a guide to mend garden crawling up our beds
the rain is a pelt, happy to be worn
and your wild eyes through the years
this is the poison part
with all they glided over lilies.
“We Were Out of Time”
11 May“We Were Out of Time”
And places
and wolves to do that
and tricks the canary played
in closed hands
and rain beams
and frosted roofs
and scarlet dream
your cowboy clothes
and the robot lending missing pieces
to the memories of June
in fountains of electricity
pour you, through seasons
caught behind a door with your first love
a whiff of perfume and stirred to the
kissing, skirts adrift for flames
peach of peaks and the pesce
of heavy petting
one last sword to graze
the fizz of drinks cast overboard
the crackling of parting
and parties below deck
slips through silver hills
just as blinding, locket hawks
and silver men in sleet
a night on towns when unobserved
the beast reserves
of shameful things
and toyed the knocking
and what are joys
the buds aflame
river-smart and jeans
and needles coated fast and blue
and terrorize
the peeling night of denim means
the birds were anonymous,
as we once were.